I have never participated in political matters, I have never voted in my whole life, is like I was born not to believe in how this world system is structured, from the school system, finance system, corporate system, health system, different countries cultural beliefs that benefit some people and not the others and so on...
I have never taken part in voting for any political parties, it was like I could see through their lies for power and greediness, I saw too much for being so young and I felt the pain for the humans, for this planet, for the unfairness in this world, for the unbalance we are in, for the cruelness against each other...
Yes, I saw all this and more playing out around me but I didn't anticipate, I didn't fight, I didn't speak up because I thought what is the meaning when nobody going to listen to me anyway, I was one water drop in the ocean, that nobody will listen to, that was I thought until one afternoon in Tallinn, Estonia...
One thing I was born with that I didn't discover until late in my life. I always knew but I never thought it was one of the most beautiful superpowers I was born with, a gift from the universe that I didn't believe in at that time and space. "lol" it was not much I believed in at that time except myself even though I didn't know myself or who I was becoming.
I saw the unfairness in the world and the funny thing with me is that I never blamed anyone for it, I didn't blame God, the politicians, the rich, the poor, the outsiders, the hooligans because I didn't believe in anything except myself...
I couldnt hate even though I wanted so many times in my life and that was my super power gift I got from the Universe.
When people ask me what I believe in, I said: In myself, and when the people ask me what degree and School I went to: I said: The School of Life, and I still haven't graduated from the University of Life...
Life has shaped me and formed me into the person I have become today and when I look back, I can see how beautiful The Universe has orchestrated it to fit it to WHO I AM TODAY!
This Saturday in Tallinn, Estonia I went out for some fresh air and passed by "Freedom Square" and saw so many people with Ukrainian and Estonia flags in their hands and I was going in the opposite direction pretending that I didn't feel anything even though an inner voice told me to turn around and participate and unite with these people in the Freedom Square for the cause.
To ease my quilt I said to my inner voice, I am happy that there are more and more people that are participating in causes like this but for the first time in my life I couldn't ignore it, this nagging emotion of SHAME not uniting with these humans being that is beliving in a better world...
Something within me clicked and I realize I may be one water drop in the ocean but at least I will be the one drop that is participating, speaking up for a better world, a change that is needed where Love, Balance, Harmony, Unity need to be playing a bigger role. Probably I will not be able to see it happen in my lifetime but it may happen in the new generation of all the children of this world.
My thought went to my nieces, nephews, cousins, innocent children with a split family for what? For one person greediness for Power (probably more person greediness for power behind the scenes). Whatever!?
The question is: Do we want the "History" to repeat, another circle of hate between nations, another loss of so many innocent people, another round of fear and scarcity in many lives?
Love - Balance - Harmony within us creates unity with the world around us.
This is the dream I have and this is the dream I want my nieces, nephews, cousins, and all the human beings to have on this planet but we need to start within us to create a **** "John Lennon - Imagine" a world... Where we live as ONE.
Imagine there's no heaven
No hell below us
Above us, only sky
Ah
It's easy if you try
Imagine there are no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion, too
Imagine all the people
Livin' life in peace
You
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You
You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one